With my sobbing and tears urging him on to inflict more pain. And even with all of this, I stayed. Because when it was over, he would say he was sorry, rub my back and hair and say that he loved me. That only I could make him feel this way. That he didn’t need anyone else but me, and that if I ever left him he would die. He would kill himself because he couldn’t take the pain of me leaving him. He convinced me that I deserved this treatment. He told me that my actions throughout the day caused him to ‘need’ to punish me. I was bad and I had to know it deep down whether I admitted it or not. I was terrified all the time, and out there alone, away from my family, I broke. So how do I explain to myself what my nature is? Because one thing I know about myself is that I like being dominated. Even though now I am on my own, I live by myself for the first time in my life. I have a job, and I once again pay my own bills. I’m free of him and his influence and I like myself again. But I. From that point forward, I was intent to make mytransition to Carole as complete as possible, even if I had to bring myown wig in the form of a Halloween fright wig that was not too badlooking once it was brushed out. However, that turned out to not benecessary, as my next guilt ridden babysitting job led me to a thoroughinspection of Carole's bedroom, which revealed two of her wigs. As aresult, from that point forward, I would always have the benefit ofCarole's hair style when I dressed as her.Carole also had so many wonderful makeup and beauty products in both theupstairs full bath and the downstairs half bath. In actuality, the halfbath had a nicer and more complete assortment, and it was the room whereI did most of my transformations. I began to practice my makeup skillsvirtually every time I was babysitting, even if her son was there. Hewas a pretty sound sleeper, and being in the half bath made it easy tolock the door and not fear an unexpected visitor. The very rare.
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